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Chapter 13

Chapter 13: The Father Arrives

Nico

The white glare of the afternoon sun bounces off the limestone cliffs of Seravalle, cutting through the tall windows of the hotel salon. The light is hot and flat, illuminating the dust motes drifting through the room. My father has been in the city less than four hours, but the suite already smells of the heavy, expensive lilies he ordered to fill the corners. The scent is thick and sweet.

He sits in a high-backed, carved oak chair near the window. He does not lean against the upholstery. He sits perfectly straight, his gray traveling doublet pressed and free of a single crease from his three-day carriage journey from Valderre. He looks like a man who has spent the day waiting for the world to align with his schedules.

I walk into the salon with my hands loose at my sides. I keep my shoulders rounded just enough to suggest I am thinking about a card game I lost last night. It is the posture of the disappointing son, the one I learned to wear before my voice broke.

Kahina walks half a step behind me. She wears the bruised-plum silk we bought at the harbor quay, the heavy fabric rustling against her slippers with a dry, metallic sound. The indigo veil her mother wove is drawn across her face, the thin silk filtering the light to a dim haze over her cheekbones. She does not look at the gilded cornices or the velvet drapes. She carries her head high, her chin tilted at the exact angle of a woman who expects the room to bow to her.

My father does not rise. He watches us approach, his pale eyes cool and flat.

I stop three paces from his chair. "This is Kahina," I say.

I let the name sit in the quiet room. I do not offer her title or her history. The reason she is on my boat stays between us. I give him nothing he can twist into a handle on me.

My father does not look at me. His gaze shifts to Kahina. He starts at her bare feet. He pauses there a beat, on the dull iron locked around her left ankle, then moves up the hem of the plum silk to trace the curve of her hip. His eyes climb to the indigo veil and settle on what little of her face the silk lets him see. It takes him four seconds, the slow once-over of a merchant pricing a bale of silk he cannot fully unwrap. He looks for the flinch, the small tightening of the shoulders.

Kahina does not stir. She holds his look without a blink, steady and unmoving.

For half a breath his hand stills on the arm of the chair, his weight shifting forward by a finger's width. Then he sits back, and the moment is gone. He has priced her and felt the pull of her in the same four seconds, and he will name only the price.

"Charming," he says. The word has no warmth in it. He uses the sound of the word to fill the silence, nothing more. "She has a certain presence."

Kahina nods once, a minimal, precise tilt of her head. It is the nod a noblewoman gives to a clerk who has delivered a package. I have to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from laughing.

"Nico," my father says, low and even, pitched to carry across the salon. "The betrothal contract is ready. The Count has agreed to the settlement terms. You will sign the documents by the end of the week."

I shift my weight to one foot. The salt on my skin from the beach yesterday is gone, but the kohl on my left wrist drags heavy under my linen cuff. "I have not agreed to the settlement," I say.

He acts as if I have not spoken, reaching for a silver tray on the table beside him and picks up a small, folded piece of paper. "We will travel back to Valderre on Tuesday. You will take your seat in the Ministry of Maritime Commerce. It is an efficient arrangement. Your bride’s family holds the harbor rights in the north, and we hold the southern routes."

"And if I do not sign?" I ask.

My father looks up, his eyes empty of anger. He looks at me the way he looks at a waiter who has brought the wrong vintage.

"The accounts at the Valderre bank will close," he says. "The Sans Souci will be sold to settle the harbor debts you have accrued this summer. A son who does not carry the legacy is merely a cost. Strip the name from a man, and what is left is a sound others make before they forget him."

The small folder of Felix’s manifests sits stiff against my ribs. The kohl mark Kahina drew is still on my wrist. Two small things, and they are mine. They are not on his ledger.

He says your bride's family as though Geneviève were a line in the settlement, and to him she is. I have never met her. I know her name, and that she is the Count's daughter, and that somewhere in the north a real woman is being moved across a table the same way Kahina was moved across one, for harbor rights instead of solari, and told it is a marriage. My hand, on the paper, is what closes the door on her. That sits next to the manifests, with the rest of the things I would rather not carry.

The line about the price of yachts comes up and I let it die behind my teeth.

"You have made your point clear, Father," I say.

He nods, his gaze already shifting back to the papers on the table.

Kahina stands beside me, her shoulder close to mine. She does not look at my father, and she does not look at me. She looks through the window at the blue line of the sea, flat and bright all the way to the horizon.

Kahina

The ceilings of Nico’s apartment in the upper town are high, carved from dark walnut that absorbs the light of the brass sconces. The quiet servants move through the rooms in gray wool, and their feet are soundless on the walnut. In the corner of the bedroom, a shallow alabaster dish holds raw coral and chunks of yellow amber. On the wide bunk, the sheets are heavy Orient silk, dyed the deep color of dried figs. A silver bowl on the dresser holds cloves and black pepper, and a few whole nutmegs lie beside them. The spices are stale, and their scent is faint and dusty.

I have changed out of the bruised-plum dress. The new one is sheer white silk, thin enough that the shape of my thighs and the dark circles of my nipples show clearly against the fabric when I pass the lamp. It is cut to make men forget the names of their wives. The indigo veil is already at my throat, and it is drawn across the lower half of my face. My mother wore this cloth to hide her grief when the court was loud, and she told me that a hidden face is a woman's first shield. The silk is thin enough that I breathe through it without effort, keeping my face hidden while the rest of me shows.

In the salon, Nico is fastening his silver cufflinks. He is dressing for a dinner I am not invited to attend, the men-only gathering where the Duke will present him to the merchants of Seravalle. Nico does not offer a cheap apology. He knows I would rather spend the evening in a cellar than sit at a table where I am priced like a horse.

He turns as Théo walks through the double doors, his linen shirt open at the throat.

"Monsieur Beaumont," Nico says, adjusting his collar. "Keep Kahina company. Do not let her drink all the Vermentino."

Théo leans his shoulder against the doorframe, a slow grin spreading across his face. "Last week you wanted to throw me off the boat for standing too close to her, Nico. Now you are handing me the keys to the library. Your consistency is remarkable."

Nico does not rise to the bait. He gives Théo a long, quiet look, the habitual warmth gone from his face. "Just watch the wine," he says. He picks up his formal coat from the chair. With a nod to me, he walks out the door and leaves us alone.

I turn to Théo. I have a name now, the one my aunt put in my ear: Malik, the Red Hawk, the man who burned my coast and carried my sisters off it. A name is not a man I can find. I need the rest of it: where the Red Hawk makes landfall, which shore-brokers move his cargo, and how the network carries the people it takes and to what ports it sells them. Théo keeps the ledger of those routes in his head, the harbors and the quiet arrangements no manifest records. He also drinks, and he watches my dress when he thinks I am not counting.

I pour two cups of the pale wine, my fingers steady on the silver pitcher. "Monsieur Beaumont," I say, my voice low. "He leaves you to guard the captive. Is that trust or laziness?"

"A bit of both, Mademoiselle," Théo says, taking the cup. He stays near the door, his eyes tracing the sheer outline of my white silk dress. His gaze stays on me, frank and unhidden. He makes no show of studying the books on the shelves.

I cross to him, my slippers silent on the wood. The iron on my left ankle drags cool across the floorboards, and the soft clink of it is the only sound I cannot hide. I stop close enough that the heat of his body reaches me, and I lift my cup, keeping my eyes on his. "Nico is a difficult man to read," I say. "He plays the fool so well."

"He has had years of practice," Théo says, his voice dropping.

I place my hand on his chest, my index finger tracing a slow line up the linen of his shirt, stopping below his throat. His ribs rise fast under my palm. I step closer, my thigh pressing against his leg, my other hand sliding over the curve of his hip.

"Tell me about him," I say, my lips close to his jaw. "Tell me about his father's routes."

Théo’s hands find my waist. His fingers are tight, pressing into the silk. He does not pull away. A low laugh moves through his chest, unhurried, and he lets me steer him. I take that for the first sign of winning.

I lead him back toward the bedroom, my hand sliding down his shoulder to catch his wrist. He follows, and his eyes are fixed on my mouth. The fig-colored silk is cool under my knees when I bring him down to the edge of the wide bunk and push him flat with one hand spread on his chest. I climb over him, my thighs bracketing his hips, the thin dress draping across his stomach. My hair falls around his face. This is the part I know.

"The Red Hawk's ports," I say against his mouth, rolling my hips once, slow. "Nico says you keep the routes in your head."

Théo lets me have it for a moment. He lets me think the weight of him is mine to hold down.

Then his hand spreads flat between my shoulder blades and the room turns over. He sits up under me, takes me with him, and lays me back into the sheets in one motion that costs him nothing, and his body settles over mine, and his knee comes up between my thighs. The grin he wears tells me he knew the shape of this before I climbed on. I gave him the top of the game. He kept the bottom of it.

"You started this," he says against the corner of my mouth. "Let me see it through."

He kisses me through the gauze of the veil, and the silk drags warm between his lips and mine. When that is not enough, he pushes the indigo cloth aside and takes my bare mouth. His hand closes over my breast through the sheer dress, and his thumb drags across the dark circle of my nipple. Then he peels the silk down, bares me to the lamplight, and plays with me openly and slow, with no apology in his touch. His knee presses up where the dress has ridden high. My back lifts off the silk before I decide to allow it.

This is the trouble. It works, and it works cleanly, with a man who is not the one I came here to ruin, and my own pulse has gone quick for the wrong man. I keep the names in my mouth like a stone I will not swallow.

"Malik," I say. My voice comes out lower than I want, and less even. "Tell me where the Red Hawk makes landfall. Where he sells what he takes off a coast. Give me the road to him and I will make the rest of your night worth the wine."

The pale wine runs cold over my breasts and down between my ribs. He bends and licks it from my chest, and the chill of the wine and the heat of his mouth chase it up to my throat. My fingers curl in his dark hair before I have given them leave.

"What are you doing to Nico?" he says against my collarbone.

The question lands in the soft part of me the wine has not reached. I roll under him, half to get an inch back, half because his knee is exactly where I cannot think past it. "I am lying in his bed asking his oldest friend to betray him," I say. "I would have thought that plain."

"That is not what I asked." He lifts his head. His mouth is wet, and his eyes are steady. The amusement in them has thinned to something that reads me line by line. "I asked what you are doing to him. Every question you have put in my mouth since he walked out that door has had his name on the back of it. You are not trying to get into my lap, Mademoiselle. You have been somewhere across the city this whole time."

He is right, and that is the worst of it. His hand is on my thigh and his weight holds me down and my mind keeps walking out of this room, across the upper town, down to a terrace where a duke’s son is being shown to the merchants like livestock. I came in here to spend myself on Théo and carry the names out. Instead I am spread under him with my thoughts entirely elsewhere, and he can see all of it on my face.

He is the one pricing me now, gentle and exact.

"The names, Théo." I make my voice flat. The court-trained warmth goes out of it. "I have paid the toll. Collect it or give me the road."

He goes still above me. The grin comes back, quieter, almost kind. He does not lift his hand from me. It stays open and warm over my bare breast. It does not work my skin; it only rests there, and that rest is its own kind of answer.

"There it is," he says. "Here is what you have not understood, and I say it because no one else in your life is going to. If you are willing to seduce a man, Mademoiselle, you had better be ready to go all the way with it. Not the part where you climb on top. The part after. The part where it costs you something you do not get back." His thumb moves once, slow, across the curve of me, and goes still again. "You started something with Nico you are not ready to finish, and he is the one who bleeds for it, not you. So I am not going to take what you are holding out to me."

He has decided. His breath comes as ragged as mine, and his hand has not moved off me. On any other night, with any other woman in Seravalle, he would have finished it. He is choosing Nico over the body laid open under his hand.

I do not cover myself. The veil lies knocked off my mouth and I leave it there. My body stays where it is, and I lie undone beneath his palm. My breast is bare to the lamp, because there is one thing in this room I came for and have not been given, and I will lie here like this until I have it.

"Give me the names," I say.

This goes past pride, past the noblewoman who does not beg on her back in a stranger's bed. My sisters are in a hold somewhere on Armand’s water, or already off it and sold the way I was nearly sold, and there is no price on this earth I will not pay to put myself between them and that. I will spend every inch of what I am on the wrong man, on these fig-colored sheets, breathing hard with my chest bare, for one captain's name that sets me a single step closer to them.

Théo looks at me a long moment, my want and my ruin both plain on my face. Then he gives it to me, low, and his hand is still on my ribs.

"The Red Hawk works the southern reaches, three days out, and puts in at Port-de-Bouc to water and to sell. Malik does not deal his own cargo; he hands it ashore to the brokers, and a man named Renaud takes the manifest and finds the buyers. You want Malik, you start with Renaud at Port-de-Bouc." He pauses, and the wine has gone out of his voice. "As for the rest of it. The fathers have struck their deal. The Duke has the Count's word and the settlement terms, and they expect Nico to sign and make it real. But the signing is still his to do or refuse. His father owns the yacht, this apartment, the name he uses to buy his wine. He chose his cage a long time ago, and they are counting on him choosing it again."

"He always has a choice," I say. My voice has not come back to me. Neither has his.

"Maybe." He is quiet a moment. "I have shared his women before, Mademoiselle. He has shared mine. It never once cost either of us a night’s sleep. But he kept every one of them at the hotels and the harbor taverns. He never asked me to stay with one. He asked me to stay with you. You are the first thing he has ever brought home that his father did not approve in advance." His eyes hold mine. "So I will ask you one thing, and you do not have to answer. Are you playing him, or is there something in you that is already his? Because I have watched that man fall all summer, and I would like to know whether I have spent the night guarding a woman or a snake."

I do not answer him. I cannot. I chose Nico on the block because I wanted him, and then I learned he was also the perfect instrument, rich and soft and wired straight into Armand, and I told myself the wanting served the hunt. The clean play was always an old man, or a married man, a partner I could spend and walk away from. I picked the one I cannot spend without paying for it myself. Théo asks his question, and I lie there with no answer in my mouth and let the silence stand in its place.

He does not move off me. His hand stays warm on my breast, his knee stays between my thighs, and his breath comes as hard as mine. The heavy thing he asked is still in the room, and he sets it down without making me answer it and grins at me over the top of it, the real grin, the one that has talked him clear of twenty years of trouble.

"Nico does not come off that terrace before midnight," he says, his mouth dropping to the corner of my jaw, "not while his father still has the floor. Which leaves the two of us exactly here, Mademoiselle, breathing like this, with an open bottle and the better part of an hour to kill." The grin widens against my neck. "So. What shall we do with it?"

Nico

The terrace of the Lumiere is bordered in gold leaf and draped in heavy white damask. The waiters move between the tables with a hushed, flat step, their gloved hands carrying silver domed platters without a sound.

My father and Armand Vellier are already seated when I reach the edge of the terrace. They sit opposite each other, two old men who have sat across this same table for thirty years and worn grooves into each other's company. Armand leans back in his chair, his silver hair catching the yellow glow of the candle, a crystal glass of amber brandy cradled in his palm. My father leans forward, his thick, square hands resting flat on the white cloth, spread wide as if he owns the linen under them. They are laughing. It is the quiet, private chuckle of men who have shared a hundred profitable arrangements and none of the accompanying headaches.

I stop at the top of the marble steps. It is so simple it drops cold into my chest. Two old men over sea bass and brandy, laughing, with the manifests and Madame Eclaire’s girls somewhere far beneath the candlelight.

Armand has been my uncle since I was five. He is the man who sat on the deck of the Sans Souci and showed me how to tie a bowline, his thick fingers patient over mine. He is the man who gave me my first steel pocket knife and told me that a sailor who does not respect his blade is dead before he leaves the bay. And all the while, he was running corsairs into the southern routes on my father's exemptions, and the women in those hulls, Kahina among them, were wallpaper on the freight. My father gave him the exemptions and the seal and never once asked what the hulls carried under the wool. He raised me in that same habit of not asking. But the people in those holds are Armand's invention, not his, and I do not think my father has ever let himself learn they exist.

"Nico," Armand calls. He spots me and smiles, his expression warm and indulgent. It is the look he gave me when I was ten, the smile of a man who knows exactly what you are worth on the ledger. "Come. Sit. The sea bass is exceptional tonight."

I walk to the table. The velvet of the chair is thick and soft, and I sink into it until the mahogany frame stops my back.

My father does not look up from his plate. He cuts his fish in slow, even strokes, his knife sliding through the white flesh without hitting a bone. "We were just discussing the Valderre accounts," he says, his voice level. "Armand tells me you have developed an interest in logistics this summer."

I try to reach for the easy lilt, the joke about my father’s banks that usually buys me an hour of silence, but my throat is dry. My voice comes out thin and even, sounding like it belongs to a clerk behind a grille.

"Monsieur Vellier has always been generous with his ledger," I say, my gaze fixed on Armand.

Armand’s smile does not slip, but his dark eyes go still behind the glass of brandy. The intimacy of 'Armand' is gone, and the formal cold of the surname has taken its place, and he hears it. The hand around the brandy settles flat against the glass.

"Your Grace," I say, turning to my father. I do not use 'Father.' His jaw tightens at the omission. "I have spent the day looking at the harbor manifests."

My father places his knife on the edge of the plate, the metal clicking against the gold leaf. He wipes his mouth with the linen napkin, his movements slow and deliberate. "The harbor manifests are the business of the Ministry, Nico. They are not the concern of a young man who spends his days on a pleasure boat."

"The world requires a certain amount of friction, Nico," Armand says, leaning closer to the candle. "We simply manage the heat. Your father understands the necessity of the trade. You will understand it too, once you are in Valderre."

The manifests in my pocket press their dead weight against my ribs. I think of Kahina standing in the hotel salon, priced and dismissed in four seconds. I think of her right now, across the city in my apartment, her white silk dress catching the light while Théo keeps watch.

"I think I have seen enough heat for one day," I say.

I stand. The mahogany chair scrapes against the marble floorboards, a loud, raw screech that cuts through the quiet murmur of the terrace. A waiter three tables away stops with his platter.

"Sit down," my father says. He barely lifts his voice above a breath, and the two words drop onto the table flat and final.

"No, Your Grace," I say. I do not raise my voice. I do not look at Armand. "I have somewhere to be."

I turn and walk off the terrace, my heels clicking on the marble stairs. The white linen and the gold leaf slide past me, and then I am out into the humid Seravalle night. The air is thick, smelling of salt and the heavy, sweet rot of jasmine from the hotel gardens. It is messy and warm, the first honest thing to touch my skin since the sun came up.

The decision is down in my chest, quiet and entirely mine. I will go to Armand with what Felix has built, the manifests and the cargo weights that never match the wool, and I will break from him in the open. I will not do it with a knife in the dark. I will do it with the paper, and with my name pulled off his ledger for good. My weight is finally down on something solid.

The upper town climbs ahead of me toward the lit windows of my own apartment. Toward the woman in the white silk dress. I do not bother to hide the stride.