Chapter 16: Chapter 16
Chapter 16: Saverno
Kahina
The harbor basin at Saverno smells of boiling pitch and the wet timber of the shipbuilding slips. Stacked houses of rose and peeling ochre climb the steep hillside, their green shutters pinned open to the salt wind. Strings of laundry stretch between the windows, white sheets snap against the colored plaster. A church bell tolls from the piazza above, three heavy, copper strokes, vibrating in the soles of my shoes.
Théo Beaumont hops from the gunwale of the Sans Souci to the stone quay, his boots clicking on the damp flags. He has a laughing girl on each arm, their silk skirts bunched in his hands to keep them clear of the bilge water. They are still carrying the sweet, yeasty scent of the champagne he opened at dawn, a loud, bright noise against the quiet of the cove.
“To the taverns,” Théo says, waving his hat toward the low timber roofs near the shipbuilding yard. “The wine there does not taste of bilge. We will meet you at the carriage station before the gates close.”
The girls wave, their laughter trailing behind them as they drag him toward the smell of roasting meat and cheap spirits. Nico stands with his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his linen trousers, his mouth curved in a lazy, familiar line.
“He will lose his purse before sunset,” Nico says, turning to look at me. “And I will be the one explaining to the harbor master why we have a horse in the galley.”
“A horse would be an improvement,” I say. I step off the gangway, refusing his offered arm. The stone beneath my slippers is solid, but my knees still expect the long, slow roll of the swells. After four days of open water, the ground is too stiff, too permanent under my thin soles.
I wear a simple dress of gray linen, the hem already catching the dust of the wharf. No one in Saverno knows the perfume of Madame Eclaire's house, and no one is watching from the balconies to see if the Duke's son has brought his cargo ashore. Here, I am simply a woman walking next to a man. The anonymity is a strange, cool weight, clinging to my skin in the heat.
We leave the docks, climbing a steep lane between the high stone walls. The scent of frying anchovies and hot focaccia dimpled with oil and salt rises from the alleys. An old woman sits on a three-legged stool in the shadow of a doorway, her dark fingers peeling broad beans into a wooden bowl. The green skins pop under her thumbs with a wet, steady click.
She speaks to us as we pass, her voice fast and gravelly, a Ligurian dialect. Of the three tongues I speak, none are of any use here. I let the words wash over me without trying to translate, a luxury I have not had since the day the red sails cleared the point of my father's harbor and the market square became a place of shouting and iron.
Nico responds to her with a short, easy phrase, his accent rough but fluent enough to make the woman laugh. She shakes her head, pointing a bean-stained finger at me, then says something like an instruction.
“What did she say?” I ask, keeping my eyes on the uneven stones.
“She says you look like you have been living on ship's biscuit,” Nico says. “She thinks I should buy you some bread before you blow off the cliff.”
“A wise woman,” I say.
“She is a merchant,” he says, his sleeve brushing mine as we turn a corner. “They are always wise when they have something to sell.”
He stops at a wooden counter built into the limestone wall. A baker with broad, scarred shoulders is lifting a massive iron pan from the charcoal embers. The focaccia inside is golden, the surface dimpled and bubbling under flakes of gray sea salt. He cuts a square with a wide, two-handled blade, the crust crackling under the metal.
Nico tosses a copper solari onto the wood. The baker wraps the square in coarse gray paper and hands it over, steam rising from the edges.
“Eat,” Nico says.
The crust is too hot to hold. I tear a piece, the grease slicking my fingers and running down my wrist in a warm, yellow line. It tastes of green olives and the clean burn of woodsmoke. I lick the grease from my wrist, my tongue catching the salt on my skin.
Nico eats his standing up, his back against the plaster wall of the bakery. The polished ease he wears in the Seravallian salons is gone. His linen collar is unbuttoned, his dark hair messy from the wind. He ignores the few passersby who look at his manners. He eats with his fingers, his thumb catching a crumb at the corner of his mouth.
The baker reaches into a wooden bucket filled with well water and pulls out a condensation-beaded terracotta jug. He pours pale, green-tinted wine into two thick glasses. The wine is cold, tasting of sour lemon and flint. We drink it standing in the lane while a mule with wicker baskets of green grapes pushes past us, the bells on its leather collar chiming against the stone walls.
I look at the grease on my fingers, then at the gray paper wrapping the crust. For three years, every day has been a negotiation with the guards. My nights were spent mapping the faces of my captors, my days measuring the distance between the pier and the open water. I have smiled at men I wanted to kill and memorized the names of cargo manifests while pretending to sleep. Today, the only task is to finish the bread before it goes cold. The novelty of it is almost painful. It sits in my chest, a cold stone refusing to melt.
“You are quiet, Mademoiselle,” Nico says, setting his empty glass on the counter.
“I am busy,” I say, taking another bite. The salt crunches between my teeth.
“Naturally.” He pulls a clean linen handkerchief from his pocket and offers it. He holds it out, his fingers steady, leaving me to take it. I take the cloth. It smells of the cedar chest in his cabin and the dry lavender he uses to keep the moths out of his coats.
“You look like you are planning to buy the bakery,” he says.
“The bread is better than the food on your boat,” I say, wiping my skin.
“The cook has a delicate constitution,” Nico says, his mouth twitching. “He does not like the smell of garlic. He says it ruins his eye for the rigging.”
We walk further up the lane, the stones hot under my thin soles. The town climbs higher, the sound of the shipyard below rising with us: the dull thump of wooden mallets on oak ribs and the ring of caulking irons. Through the gap between two stacked rose houses, I can see the slips. A ship sits on the stocks, her timber frame pale and unpainted, smelling of fresh pine and tar.
Nico stops, his arm resting on a low stone wall that overlooks the harbor. He looks at the unfinished hull. The lazy look leaves his eyes for a second, his shoulders tightening under the linen shirt.
“A brigantine,” I say, standing next to him.
Nico shakes his head. “A barque. Eighty feet on the deck. She will carry three masts when she is done.”
“A trading ship.”
“A ship without the Vellier anchor,” he says. His voice is quiet, the humor gone. “A ship needing no charter from the Duke's clerk to leave the bay.”
I look at the pale ribs of the vessel. There is no mark on the wood. No brand of a black anchor marks the timber.
“And when does she sail?” I ask.
“When she has a name,” he says, his fingers tapping a slow beat against the stone.
“And what name will you give her?”
“I have not decided,” he says, looking at me. “Names are difficult. Once you write them on the bow, everyone knows where you are going.”
“Some people like to be known,” I say.
“Only the ones who have never had to run,” he says. He turns his back to the harbor, leaning against the wall. “My father is waiting for us in Valderre. He has three coaches and a betrothal contract with a girl who has an immense estate and a hollow mind. We have three days before the harbor master sends the bill for the Sans Souci's mooring.”
We reach the small piazza at the top of the hill. A fountain carved with three dolphins sits in the center, the stone tails green with moss. A girl in a blue headscarf fills a copper water jar from the spout, the splash of the water loud in the hot afternoon. Two old men sit on a wooden bench under the church porch, their walking sticks resting between their knees, their eyes closed against the glare.
Nico reaches out, his fingers catching a loose strand of my hair, escaped from my pins. He tucks it behind my ear, his knuckles cool against my skin. It is a simple touch, but his hand lingers for a second, the skin of his thumb dry against my temple.
“You have salt on your forehead,” he says.
“The wind was strong this morning,” I say.
“It was,” he says. He keeps his hand against my cheek for another beat. “The sails were full of it. I thought we would have to drop the mainsail before we cleared the point.”
I look at the water spilling from the dolphins' mouths. The sun is hot on my neck, but the wind off the gulf is cool, carrying the smell of the pine trees from the hills behind the town. I want to stay here, on this stone bench, until the sun goes down and the church bell tolls again, forgetting the name Malik and the ships carrying my family's spices under another man's mark.
“We should go back to the harbor,” I say, though I do not move.
“The coach is not until tomorrow,” Nico says. He drops his hand, his fingers brushing my shoulder before he turns. “The bread is still warm.”
He walks toward the fountain, his stride easy and unhurried. The gray linen handkerchief is still clutched in my fist.
Nico
The yard of Master Shipwright Vianello smells of damp oak sawdust and the sour grease of the pit saws. A half-framed merchantman stands near the entrance, her green timber ribs curved upward, exposing her dry belly to the harbor wind. Caulking mallets ring from the dock below, a flat iron beat.
I lead Kahina past the stacks of seasoning pine, my hand light on the small of her back. Her linen skirt sweeps the sawdust, leaving a clean track in the yellow shavings. I keep my stride slow, pretending this is a casual stroll through a working shipyard, a leisure-class diversion for a hot afternoon. The performance is thin. My shirt is damp under the armpits, and my tongue is dry.
Vianello’s family has built blue-water hulls on this slipway since the Genoese republic ran the trade routes. The men here know the weight of the swells. They build vessels meant to cross the sea, heavy oak hulls built to withstand the north gale. In Seravalle, the shipwrights build gilded pleasure boats for casino barons, thin-skinned yachts rotting if they stay out past the cap. The money went here, sent through three separate clerks in Genoa to keep the Duke's agents from looking at the bills.
We reach the high stocks at the far end of the yard, where the limestone cliff shelters the slipway from the harbor wind. The hull rises above us, a long wall of dark, oiled oak. She is eighty feet on the deck, her bow sharp and high, built to cut the swells. The timber is clean, smelling of resin and vinegar. The transom is bare wood, the name boards empty.
“Vianello,” I say, tapping the thick oak stem with my knuckles. The wood is solid, returning a dull, dry thump.
Kahina looks up at the bow, her eyes narrowing as she tracks the run of the planks. She does not ask who owns it. She walks to the stern, her hand running along the lower sweep of the keel.
“She is deep,” Kahina says. Her voice is clear against the shriek of the pit saw across the yard. “More draft than the Sans Souci.”
“Six feet more,” I say. I climb the rough wooden ladder leaning against the hull, my boots creaking on the rungs. “She will carry thirty tons of cargo in the lower hold and still sit high enough to clear the sandbars at the river mouths.”
She follows me up the ladder, her grip firm on the pine rails. We stand on the unfinished deck, the beams open below us, showing the deep, dark belly of the hold. Pine shavings litter the boards, white curls smelling of sap.
“A trading ship,” she says.
“A trading ship,” I say. I walk to the center line, pointing to the thick oak block of the mainmast step. “She is rigged for square sails on the fore and main, with a fore-and-aft sail on the mizzen. The plan is built for the open water, where the wind stays behind you for three weeks at a time.”
She steps close to the open hatch, her gray linen dress brushing my leg. I look at the dark line of her neck, the small black curls escaping her pins. A princess has no place on these rough deck boards, yet she owns the space under her feet. She has already decided on her course.
“The eastern route,” she says.
“The eastern route,” I say, my voice dropping. “The route my father blocked two years ago when he closed the Genoa accounts. The one Armand said was too crowded for a duke's son.”
I look down into the hold. The frames are dark down in the depths, no sound coming up from them.
“I have three thousand solari left in the Milan bank,” I say. “Enough to pay Vianello for the rigging and the sails. She will be ready to launch before the winter gales start.”
“And the crew?”
“Theo will find the men,” I say. “The ones willing to sail without a duke’s flag on the mast.”
Kahina touches the bare planking of the bulwark, her fingers tracking a knot in the pine. She looks at me, her dark eyes clear and quiet.
“You have wanted this for a long time,” she says.
“I like the water,” I say. The joke is thin, and I do not try to save it. “The Sans Souci is a carriage with sails. This is a ship.”
She turns back to the harbor, her hands resting on the unpainted rail. Below us, the yard is a mess of iron and wood, the men working in the heat.
“A ship without a name,” she says.
“I am waiting,” I say.
“For what?”
“A good word,” I say. I step next to her, the wind lifting her hair, blowing a dark strand across my cheek. The hair smells of the sea and the hot oil of the bread eaten in the lane. “The shipwright wants to paint the bow tomorrow.”
She does not answer. She looks out at the bay, her chin lifted, her profile sharp against the blue water. The wind catches her gray skirt, wrapping the linen tight against her thighs.
“We should go down,” she says.
I lead the way down the ladder, my hand steadying the pine rungs as she descends. Her foot misses the bottom step, her weight landing against my chest for a second. Her shoulder is warm and solid under the gray linen. I catch her waist to steady her, my fingers sinking into the fabric. She pulls away after a beat, her face composed, her dark eyes looking past my shoulder toward the yard gates.
Vianello stands by the timber pile, his leather apron stiff with pitch. He nods to us, his dark face lined with grease.
“Tomorrow, Monsieur,” he says.
“Tomorrow, Master Vianello,” I say.
We walk out of the yard, the shriek of the saw fading behind the high stone walls. The lane is quiet now, the shadows of the ochre houses stretching long and blue across the stones.
Kahina
The pine planks of the deck are fresh, and white shavings curl under my slippers as I step around the hatch.
Nico walks a step ahead of me, his fingers tracing the curve of the oak where the mast will sit. He talks of drafts and carriage capacity, his voice light and casual, but his eyes do not leave the timber. Under the lazy smiles and the casino debts, he has hidden this private ambition.
I know the smell of these planks. For eighteen years, my father’s court on the Fallen Coast ran on the wood of the shipyards. The master builders sat at his table, their fingernails stained with pitch, arguing about sail area and hull balance while the jasmine grew thick against the stone arches. The scent of sawn oak and boiling tar is the scent of my home, a sharp memory, hitting my throat before I can guard against it. I know the shape of a ship meant to survive the gulf.
I look down the long run of the deck toward the bow. The lines are clean and the hold is deep. It is a vessel built to run the eastern route, carrying spice and pine without the Duke's letters of mark. But Vianello has made a mistake in the sail plan. The drawings are pinned to the shipwright's bench near the stern, where iron bolts hold the gray parchment down.
I walk to the drawings. The ink lines show the mast steps and the canvas plans. The foremast is stepped too far forward for a hull with this much weight in the bilge. On a long reach, with a full cargo of spice, the bow will plunge. The ship will gripe, fighting her rudder with every swell, forcing the helmsman to drag the wheel to keep her straight.
I step close to the open hatch, the hemlines of my gray linen dress brushing the planking. Nico looks at the drawings, his dark hair falling over his forehead, his jaw set in a quiet line. A princess has no place on these rough boards, yet this wood is the first familiar surface since the fall.
Vianello climbs up the ladder, his dark leather apron smelling of fish oil. He stands at the edge of the planking, wiping his hands on a greasy rag.
“The rigging is Genoese, Mademoiselle,” Vianello says, his voice rough. “Three masts, square-rigged. She will run ten knots in a good wind.”
“She will gripe,” I say.
The shipwright stops, his rag frozen in his hand. He looks at me, his brow furrowing.
“She is balanced, Mademoiselle,” he says, his voice tightening. “The keel is deep.”
“The keel is deep, but the foremast step is three feet too close to the stem,” I say, putting my finger on the parchment. The ink is black and dry. “You have planned for thirty tons in the lower hold. When the cargo is loaded, the center of effort will slide forward. In a north wind, the bow will bury. The helmsman will have his arms broken by the wheel before you clear the coastal leg.”
Nico stands by the mainmast step. He does not speak. His arm rests on the spar, his gaze fixed on my finger against the drawings, the lazy lilt gone from his eyes.
Vianello bends over the bench, his greasy thumb tracing the line I pointed out. After a silent count of the frames, he draws a charcoal line three inches back from the original step.
“The draft will sit lower,” Vianello mutters, his voice dropping as he looks at the correction. He nods once, a slow, grudging movement. “We would have to trim the sails constantly on the reach. It would drag the speed.”
He looks up at Nico. “She is right, Signor. The mast must slide back.”
Nico climbs down the ladder, his leather boots light on the rungs. He looks at the charcoal mark, then looks at me. His face is serious, the joke gone from his lips. For the first time since I stepped onto his boat in Seravalle, he does not have a setup or a deflection ready.
“My father’s court had six shipwrights,” I say, pulling my hand back from the table. “They argued about the mast placement when we built the merchant fleet. I listened from the gallery.”
“You did,” Nico says.
“The plans were wrong,” I say, my voice cooler than I want it to be. “I do not like to see a good hull ruined by a careless hand.”
I walk away from the bench, my slippers catching on the pine shavings. My own voice irritates me, the old terms slipping out without translation. I spent three years hiding my name and my training, pretending to be nothing but cargo for Eclaire's buyers. Today, I gave him the truth of my father's court for a draft plan. I have decided to care about his ship. The thought is a needle in my chest.
The ship is unfinished, the white wood raw against the scaffolding. It is his project, a secret kept from Armand and the Duke. Now, my finger has left a gray smudge on the drawing.
“We will slide the step back three frames,” Nico says to Vianello.
“It will take three days,” the shipwright says, folding the parchment. “The timber must be cut.”
“Cut it,” Nico says. He tosses another copper coin onto the parchment. “I will pay the extra work.”
He walks next to me as we leave the slipway, his shoulder close to mine. The wind off the bay is cool, smelling of pine from the hills.
“A princess knowing the mast steps,” Nico says, his voice low.
“Do not start,” I say.
“I am not starting,” he says, his mouth curving. “I am merely noting the facts, Mademoiselle.”
“I am not your Mademoiselle,” I say.
“No,” he says. He stops by the yard gates, looking back at the high wall of the hull. The transom is bare, its wood clean under the harbor sun. “But you will be there when we paint the name.”
I look at the unnamed ship rising against the blue sky. The future is a road that ends in Valderre, and the name Malik is still a shadow on the water. But for a second, the horizon looks wide, and the oak smells of home.
“Perhaps,” I say.
We walk out of the shipyard together, our shadows long and dark on the stones of the lane.
Nico
Paper lanterns glow in the narrow lanes of Saverno, casting red and yellow light on the damp stones. The town has turned out for the saint’s day. A band plays in the center of the piazza, the music of a fiddle and an accordion bouncing off the church wall. Old men sit by the dolphin fountain, slamming wooden cards onto the stone bench while children run between the long communal tables. The air is thick with the smell of grilled sardines and spilled wine.
Our table sits under a pergola of grape vines at a corner trattoria. The meal is a simple affair, far better than the five courses at the Lumiere. We eat trofie tossed in fresh pesto and a plate of fritto misto, washed down with a carafe of rough local red. Kahina eats slowly, setting her fork down between bites, though her eyes track the children dancing near the band. I finish the lemon granita, the cold ice sweet on my tongue.
Théo Beaumont appears from the crowd, his collar open and his face flushed. He has his two girls from the harbor and a third on his arm, a tall girl with a red flower in her hair.
“Monsieur Nico,” Théo calls out, raising a half-empty jug of wine. “You are hiding in the shadows. The square is full of women who want to dance, and you are eating grass.”
“I am eating pesto, Théo,” I say. “It is a local specialty. And you are currently holding three times your capacity.”
“The capacity is infinite,” he says, laughing. He bows to Kahina, nearly losing his balance. “Mademoiselle. You must make him dance. He is a stone today.”
The girl with the red flower grabs his sleeve, pulling him toward the center of the piazza where the band has started a fast tarantella. Théo waves his cup, his toast lost in the clash of a tambourine as the crowd swallows him.
The piazza is a sea of movement. In the ballrooms of Seravalle, the dances are formal waltzes where every step is measured and every look is noted by the chaperones. Here, the music is fast, spinning us into a circle of boots and stamps.
I stand up, holding my hand out to Kahina.
“They are dancing,” I say.
“They are jumping,” she says, her mouth curving.
“Jumping is also a dance,” I say, pulling her onto the stones.
We are terrible. I step on the hem of her gray skirt, and she bumps my shoulder as a fisherman spins past us. A group of strangers elbows between us, laughing as they join hands. We do not know their names, and they shout something at us and pull us deeper into the ring without asking ours. We laugh, my hands catching her waist as we turn in the tight crowd, our breath coming fast in the cool night air.
Later, we leave the noise of the square behind, climbing the steep stone steps to the small room rented above the shipwright's lane. The walls are whitewashed, the wood floor bare and cool under my boots. I push the green shutters open. The music from the square drifts up the hill, the fiddle notes sweet and thin in the dark, the paper lanterns glowing like embers below.
The bed is small and still. It holds steady under us, the boards silent, the floor solid beneath the legs.
I turn to Kahina. She stands by the open window, her skin dark against the white plaster, her gray linen dress dusty from the dance. I step behind her, my hands finding the laces of her bodice. My fingers loosen the knot slowly, letting the linen fall from her shoulders to her waist.
She turns to me, her chest rising and falling. I draw the dress down, leaving her in the thin chemise. The fabric is light, showing the shape of her hips. I lift it over her head, throwing the gray linen onto the wooden chair.
We lie on the still bed. The sheets are cool, smelling of starch and fresh wind. I kiss her jaw, my mouth sliding down the warm skin of her neck to her shoulder. Her hand reaches up, her fingers tangling in my hair, holding me close.
“You are deliberate tonight, Nico,” she says, her voice low.
“The coach is not until dawn,” I say.
I kiss her collarbone, my hand sliding down the curve of her waist to the soft skin of her inner thigh. She opens for me, her knees framing my hips. I touch her opening, finding her wet and warm. I slide my fingers along her, easing her, my thumb catching the swollen point of her. She sighs, a quiet sound against the music drifting through the window.
“Nico,” she says.
I climb over her, my hands resting on the sheets beside her head. I look at her face in the yellow light of the lanterns below. Her dark eyes are open, her gaze fixed on mine, the proud distance gone. I guide myself to her, sliding in slowly, met by her tight warmth. I do not rush. My movement is a long, steady pull, the slide of her skin warm against mine. She lifts her hips to meet me, her hands gripping my shoulders. We move together on the still mattress, the pace quiet and easy.
She tightens around me, her breath coming in short gasps against my neck. I press deeper, my thumb finding her sweet spot as I move. She groans, her fingers digging into my back as her release breaks, a long, shaking wave. I follow her, the heat bursting inside her as I let go, my forehead resting against her shoulder.
Afterward, we lie folded in the narrow bed. My arm is under her head, her hand flat against my chest. Her fingers trace the kohl anchor on my wrist. Out the window, the tarantella is still playing in the square, the accordion notes rising through the vines.
The coach to Valderre leaves at dawn. The Duke's carriage is waiting, and the betrothal contract sits in the drawer. The road ends there. But tonight, I refuse to look at it. I keep my arm tight around her, the smell of the sea and the hot pine of Saverno still on our skin.