Chapter 4: Chapter 4 - First Night at La Reina Roja

From Sangre y Caricias

Chapter 4 - First Night at La Reina Roja

The office smelled like nothing. That hit Teo first when Machete walked him through the door: the one clean room in the building, all the club sounds absorbed somewhere in the walls. Behind the desk sat Ricky Santos, hands folded, suit jacket buttoned, like he was waiting for a quarterly report and not an eighteen-year-old from Courtlandt Avenue with a healing tattoo under his sleeve.

"Mateo." Ricky looked up from the desk without looking up from the desk, which was a thing Teo had not known a man could do until this moment. "Sit down."

Teo sat. The chair was metal and chrome, built for function rather than comfort. Of course it was.

Machete took the wall by the door and stood in that particular stillness he had, the one that said he was paying attention to everything and reacting to nothing. Teo kept his face forward and focused on Ricky.

Ricky spoke for four minutes without ever raising his voice. The subject was the house: "my house" was the phrase, spoken twice, and the second time it meant something more specific than the first. From there he moved to what kept the house running and what a man's job was when he worked inside it. The words were business. Under them sat the threat. Watch the girls and the door. Watch what belonged to Ricky. Report anything that did not fit. Do not be conspicuous. Do not interact with customers on the floor unless interaction was required to manage a situation.

"You know what order means, Mateo?"

Teo kept his hands flat on his thighs. "I'll learn the house."

"Order means everyone knows what the rules are and everyone operates inside them. That's not a constraint. That's what keeps people safe." Ricky picked up a pen from the desk and set it down again, a gesture that landed like a period at the end of a sentence. "You're going to be good for this house, Mateo. I can see it."

"I appreciate that." Teo held Ricky's eye level. He was not going to say thank you twice in the same minute and he was not going to say it once for praise that came in advance of work. The composure stayed flat in his chest. Machete had shown him where to put it.

Walking to the car earlier, Machete had told him this part: when Ricky talks to you, you are being read. Keep it minimal.

"Dale," Ricky said.

Teo stood.

In the corridor, outside the office door, the sound of the club returned all at once: bass first, then the texture of a Friday night at capacity stacked on top of it. The dembow sat in his chest like something alive. Teo breathed it in and out and walked toward the main floor.


The main floor of La Reina Roja was its own heat. Two hundred bodies in a room that was ventilated but not cooled, stage lights cooking the air above them, everybody generating warmth from dancing and drinking and leaning together. Ten degrees above the street, minimum. Teo had been in clubs before. He had not been in a club as the man who watched.

The difference was immediate and physical. As a customer you let the room wash over you. As the man who watched, the room had edges. He walked it twice before finding his position: northeast corner, near enough to the stage to see the runway and the bar and the back corridor entrance, far enough from the speakers that he could still hear a disturbance if one started. He stood. His hands stayed at his sides.

The bar ran the left wall, twelve stools, three bartenders working. Near the runway sat the men who were here specifically for the stage, tipping and leaning forward. The back tables were running a different night, the kind where money moved across the wood and conversation stayed short. Bar customers were drinks first and the room second, which made them least likely to start a problem and most likely to be the problem after midnight. Teo watched the nearest two without staring.

The VIP corridor entrance was a doorway at the far end of the back wall, a velvet rope and a man named Ese standing beside it with his arms crossed. Ese's eyes moved over the room and came back clean. They had been introduced. A nod was sufficient. The main entrance was behind Teo. The fire door sat at the near end of the bar wall. Somewhere past the dressing room corridor was a kitchen route he had not seen yet. He would find that one later, on a pretext. Always find the second way out. Machete had said it twice.

The dembow was Bad Bunny, the bass down in the register where it stopped being music and started being pressure. Above it, the higher frequencies of the track, and above that the conversations of men talking loud enough to be heard over all of it. Teo stood in his corner and listened through the layers.

A man at the runway dropped a bill onto the stage and sat back. Ese moved someone gently away from the corridor entrance. At the bar, a bartender was handling a customer who was leaning too far over the wood in a way that was going to become a problem in another drink or two. She redirected him with a fresh glass and got his elbows back where they belonged. The bartender knew her floor.

Thirty minutes passed and then another half hour. The dembow shifted to Daddy Yankee and then to Jhay Cortez, a set change without interruption, and the room's energy dropped and picked back up on the new beat. A group of men took a back table and ordered a bottle and Ese materialized briefly to confirm the arrangement. A woman Teo had not seen before came out of the dressing room corridor and crossed the floor toward the bar, in street clothes, off her shift. Her walk had no performance left in it. She was heading to the bar, not the door. Fine. His attention returned to the runway.

His left forearm itched under the sleeve. The tattoo was still tender in the fourth day, the skin tight across the crown and the three lines below it. He did not touch it. His hands stayed still.

Fernando still did not know where he was working. The ConEd bill had come out of Teo's first payment from Machete, two hundred and fourteen dollars in a rubber band, the same as the bill, and when Fernando found it on the table paid he had not said anything. They had eaten rice at different times that day and not spoken about money.

Teo breathed out and refocused on the floor.


The next set announced itself in the room before it announced itself anywhere. Bass dropped briefly. The runway lights came up warmer. Men near the stage adjusted without looking like they were adjusting. A few pulled their chairs in. The back-table men stopped their conversation. For about ten seconds the bar went quieter.

She came from the dressing room corridor at the rear of the stage, through the curtain, and moved toward the pole in the center.

Teo had seen women dance before.

What he was watching now was something else.

Her eyes went up first. Past the ceiling, past the stage lights and the haze of cologne and ambient smoke, to a point in the air Teo could not place. Then her body started in on what the dembow required. Hips on the downbeat. Hands with the precision of work he had seen elsewhere, on corners, in kitchens, anywhere a body did a job competently while the person inside it had stepped back and let the body run on its own.

Teo stood in his corner and watched.

The set ran maybe fifteen minutes. She worked the pole and worked the runway. Men near the front placed bills. The pickup was a hand without a face, the same move Teo had seen corner kids make for fives and tens: the product was for sale, the eye contact was not.

Her eyes stayed above the room.

Teo had seen women dance who were inside the room with everyone else, working it, enjoying it, making money off the attention and managing the power of that with real fluency. He had seen women who were performing the version they had been taught to perform. This one read different. The body did the work and her eyes had gone somewhere else, and from the floor he could not get a fix on the somewhere.

He tried the job first. Eyes above the room. Body doing the work. The room could have one and not the other. That was as close as he could get, and it was not close.

His hands were flat at his sides. He noticed the stillness and did not move them.

She moved to the end of the runway and the men there leaned in, and she did what the moment required with her back to the room and her eyes at the far wall, and Teo watched her hands grip the runway's edge for the turn and release it without any wasted motion.

The Jhay Cortez track ended and the transition began. She came back up the runway without eye contact for anyone in the audience and gathered the bills in one pass. By the time he understood the move, it was already done. She was walking toward the stage curtain.


Between sets the room breathed differently. The transition music ran lower, the bar got hit harder, and Ese was resettling the VIP corridor. Teo moved to a different position along the wall. The circuit gave him something to do with his hands and his attention. His focus went to the bar, then the back table, then the fire exit and away.

He checked the room in Machete's order: regulars, first timers, movement, intent. The man at the near table had been there an hour and had not looked at the stage once. He was waiting for someone. The bar man had stopped drinking and was holding his glass like furniture. The back group was a birthday, someone's cousin, which meant noise later but probably nothing to manage.

He was cataloguing this when Ricky appeared on the main floor.

Ricky had come from the bar side, not the office corridor, which meant he had been somewhere along the back wall and had become visible without Teo tracking the movement. That was worth filing. He moved through the room unhurried, acknowledging only the people whose acknowledgment he required. At the back table he said something to the birthday group. They laughed. The circuit continued.

When Ricky passed Teo's position he kept his eyes off Teo directly. Teo kept his eyes on the floor and saw enough from the side: Ricky's path was deliberate, and the man was reading the same room Teo was reading, only better and faster.

The transition music shifted into the next set.

Teo looked at the stage.

She came through the curtain again, the same woman in a different song, and whatever he had failed to name was still there. He was going to have to stand here and watch it again.

This set was faster. The track was harder, more bass, and she matched it. She worked the pole with both hands and then one, and at the end of the runway she went low, her weight across her arms. She could hold herself there. Her arms did not shake.

Her eyes were still up, at the same point above the room she had used in the first set. Whatever she had built up there to step into, Teo could not see it from the floor. The men near the runway were not even trying.

He kept his hands still.

Teo was eighteen. Four nights ago he had put a man on the floor of a Port Morris stash house. His left forearm carried a crown he had not finished earning. This was the first room anybody had pointed at and said you're what this needs, and the work was watching a woman on a stage keep her eyes above a room that would never look high enough to find her. His chest was tight. He breathed out through his nose.

Do the job.

His eyes moved to the bar. The man with the glass was still holding it. He checked the room and came back to the floor in general, attention wide, professional. Machete's rule held: you're not a customer.

The stage stayed out of his field of view.

Twice in the next six minutes he looked at it anyway and told himself both times it was part of the circuit.


The second set ended.

She came off the runway and this time the gather was faster, head slightly forward, weight already pitched toward whatever was on the other side of the stage. Teo had seen the move before in different work. Men coming off a corner at the end of a long night moved like that, the body asking to be done before the shift technically was.

She went through the curtain.

Teo stood in his corner. The set was over. The floor was a floor again, and whatever he had been unable to name was coming with him through the rest of the shift.

His attention moved to the bar, then to the fire exit, then back across the circuit.

Forty-five minutes passed.

He was at the north wall position, near the back corridor entrance, when she came out of the dressing room door. She was in street clothes now, jeans and a top, hair down from whatever it had been pinned in for the stage. A bag was over one shoulder. She was moving toward the bar, not the exit, which meant another set or a break or she was getting something from behind the bar where the dancers kept water.

She passed within eight feet of him.

Her eyes came across him once, short and complete. Two seconds, maybe less. In that pass she took him in: still in his corner, weight even, hands at his sides, eyes on the room. Whatever she had seen of him watching her, she kept walking through it.

Teo held his position. His breathing stayed even and his eyes stayed on the floor and his attention went with her anyway, which was different and worse, and the bar caught her in his peripheral vision and held her there.

Across the room, near the back table, Ricky was watching him.

Teo caught this a beat too late. His eyes went to the fire exit, then traced a slow circuit back across the room, and when they reached Ricky's position again, naturally, as part of the survey, Ricky was talking to a man at the back table and was not looking at him.

But he had been looking. Teo was certain. Ricky had been watching Teo watch the curly-haired girl not watch the stage, and he had done nothing with it. That was worse.

Teo put his hands at his sides and looked at the floor.

The dembow was running again, the next track, someone's bass line sitting in the sternum and below it. The room was three hours into the night and still at full temperature, bodies producing their warmth in the enclosed space, the ventilation moving air without cooling anything. His left forearm itched. He left it alone.

From his position he ran the room again, bar to back tables to fire exit and back across. The point above the ceiling where the curly-haired girl had sent her eyes twice tonight kept being there whether he looked at it or not.

The room held his eyes.

His head went somewhere else anyway.


At the end of the shift, past two in the morning, the crowd thinning toward last call, Machete appeared at the northeast corner where Teo had started the night. He looked at the floor without looking at Teo, which was not surveillance; it was the body language of a man having a conversation in a room where conversations should not be visible.

"How was it?" Machete said.

"Clean," Teo said. "Back table had a group but they were birthday. Bar had one issue around midnight, bartender managed it."

Machete nodded. He looked at the stage, which was between sets and empty, the runway lights dimmed to their transition level.

"The new girl," Machete said. "Two weeks in. Ricky says she's good for business."

Teo kept his face still. "Yeah."

"You keep the same eyes on her as on everything else." Machete said it without emphasis, which was his way of putting emphasis on something. "She's part of the house. Same as the bar, same as the corridor. Entiendes?"

"Entiendo."

Machete looked at him then, one second. Teo understood and did not need it repeated.

"Go home. You're back Friday."

He walked away toward the bar. Teo watched his back for three seconds and then looked at the empty runway.

The stage lights were warm yellow from this angle. Up there, from the performer's side looking out, Machete had told him once, the lights were white and blinding. You could not see the room. You could not see the men. You could see nothing except where you had decided to look.

Teo picked up his jacket from the corner position and moved toward the main exit.

At the door he heard the dressing room corridor open behind him. Without turning around, he pushed the main door open and went through it, and the October air hit him after four hours of the club's compressed heat, the first thing that had felt clean in hours.

Two steps into the parking lot he heard her.

The sound was footsteps, not voice. He caught the specific weight and pace on the concrete, someone who was not rushing but was moving with purpose, heading toward the lot's edge and not in his direction. Teo did not turn around. He kept walking.

The pace changed once, a small deceleration, then resumed.

He told himself it was nothing, that he had read threat into a sound that was just a woman going home, and he crossed the parking lot to where his Honda sat under the lot's single working light, and he unlocked it and got in.

Through the windshield, the red neon of La Reina Roja's sign: the R and the R, one letter dimmer than the other. The cursive that had been there for eleven years, bent slightly, nobody fixing it. Ricky's signature over the parking lot, over the tire shop next door, over the whole service road.

Teo looked at the sign for a moment.

The Honda started rough and settled. He pulled out of the lot, onto the service road, then up to Bruckner, and the expressway's ambient roar swallowed the dembow that had been sitting in his chest for four hours, and after a minute he could not hear it anymore.

In his head, the woman's eyes were still finding a fixed point above the lights and holding there, holding, while the room below tried to have her.

In his head, Ricky's face was still across the room.

The Honda took him home.