Chapter 2: The Hunt

From The Deep Path

The Hunt

Elias ran. The world behind him was a blur of black pine and shouted voices, but ahead it was only the blinding pitch of night. His breath came ragged, his lungs raw. The panic-driven part of him, the part that did not calculate, kept running — the part that did not care about herbs, or healing, or which moon phase bled most efficiently onto the forest floor.

The Moonshade after dark was nothing like the tidy diagrams in Grandmother's battered folio. The paths twisted back on themselves, sometimes within half a dozen strides. A hillock he'd scrambled up reappeared behind a different tree, slick and faintly phosphorescent. Even the air was wrong, so thick with resin and fog that he tasted it, metallic and oddly sweet, with every gasp.

He'd woken at the forest edge with no memory of being carried there, and he had run. He made it half a league before the wind changed. The scent of his own panic filled his nose, and beneath it something worse: a musk of fur and hot iron so thick he could taste it at the back of his throat. He tried not to breathe it in, but his lungs pulled it down, coating his tongue animal-rank and thick.

Something laughed up ahead. Smaller than a crow, and it wanted him to hear it.

He risked a look over his shoulder. The mist thickened, obscuring the trail, then thinned just enough to reveal a point of amber light. Eyes watched him from somewhere at once impossibly far and impossibly close. Elias put his head down and ran harder. Roots caught at his boots. Branches tore across his cheekbones, drawing blood. The red cloak snagged on a bramble. For one panicked second he was yanked backward, trapped, his flight stopped cold.

He spun, his knife already out. He did not remember drawing it. The blade was a splitting tool, made for moss and bark, but it had a point, and in his hands it would have to serve. He slashed at the branch; thorns scattered, and the cloak pulled free. He kept the knife out, even though his hands trembled so badly that the tip bobbed up and down in front of him.

He backed away from the spot, eyes darting to either side. The light from the fungi, soft and cyan, pulsed at the edge of his vision. Every time he looked at it straight on, the glow dimmed, withdrawing from his stare. He tried to remember whether that meant anything. He cast back through Grandmother's lessons for any warning about the glowing kinds. The books all agreed: stick to the moonflowers, avoid the fungus. The books said nothing about monsters with hands the size of soup ladles.

He chose the path that did not feel like a trap.

The terrain changed underfoot. Where there'd been mulch and needles, now there was only slick mud that pulled at his boots. He almost lost a boot to the first patch, and had to yank himself free. The wet sound was too loud, and his heart jumped. There were no birds, only a low keening of wind and the sizzle of sap burning under his nails as he grabbed at a low branch to steady himself. The pain was sharp and real. He did not let go.

He pushed forward, chest heaving. The satchel at his side thumped with every stride, its familiar weight the only thing keeping him anchored. He fumbled inside as he ran, searching by feel for the right bundle, St. John's wort or angelica, something to stave off evil. His hand closed on a waxy sprig and he shoved it in his mouth, chewing hard as he ran. Bitterness hit his tongue at once. It gave him something to focus on besides the fire in his chest.

He passed a stand of wild garlic growing thick at the base of a split oak. The leaves spread in a tight fan, denser than they should be. Without thinking, his steps slowed. He skidded to a stop, dropping to his knees and tearing up fistfuls. The sharp green reek of it filled his nose instantly. He rubbed it over his forearms, his neck, the collar of his cloak, grinding the leaves until his fingers were slippery with juice. The smell was overwhelming, eye-watering, and for a few seconds he thought it might actually work.

He ran again, reeking of garlic. For a stretch of a hundred paces the amber light wavered, then disappeared. His pulse dropped by a fraction. The silence behind him changed. He let himself breathe.

The wind changed direction.

The musk hit him, closer than before and from the wrong direction, thick and choking. The garlic had bought him minutes, nothing more. The wolf had circled. He could hear his own breathing, ragged and too loud, and underneath it the slow, unhurried crunch of something massive moving toward him by a route that had nothing to do with scent — only patience.

He ran harder. The path split and split again. He chose blind, but every step felt heavier than the last. His cloak was tattered, most of it left behind on thorns and bark. His boots were caked in mud so thick he could barely lift his feet.

He passed a birch tree with a crown of witches' hair, black moss trailing from the branches. He remembered it from hours ago, a different angle. He was going in circles.

He caught a root and went down hard, the side of his face slapping cold earth. Cheek pressed to moss, breath fogging in short, desperate pants, he lay there considering just staying. But his hand closed on the satchel, fingers digging hard enough to leave marks. He forced himself up and tottered forward.

A clearing opened ahead, small and perfectly round. A pool of standing water sat at the center. He dropped to his knees at the edge, desperate for a drink, but the surface was perfectly still and his own reflection startled him. His face looked wrong — eyes too wide, mouth smeared with dirt, the bruise on his neck already blooming purple.

He sat there, hands dripping, and registered the absence. No footsteps. No voice calling his name. No sick child waiting at the door, no wedding questions, no one needing a poultice or a tincture or a decision about the autumn festival. The quiet pressed in, and something in his chest loosened. He pushed the feeling away. It receded, but did not go.

The stink of wolf hit him, heavy and sudden.

He tried to stand, but his legs gave. He collapsed at the base of a dead tree, knife clutched in one fist, satchel pressed to his chest. The mist thickened, rising in tendrils from the damp ground. The world shrank to the radius of his own arms — wind through the trees and his own blood pulsing in his ears.

He heard the footstep. A slow sinking into mud, as if the earth was making room for something heavy and hungry. Then another. Each step closer, each step slower.

He pressed his back to the tree. He squeezed the knife so hard the handle dug new cuts into his palm. The mist had swallowed the stars.

He was lost, and the bitterness of it settled in his chest like something earned.

He held the satchel to his chest, closed his eyes, and waited for the wolf.


The clearing stayed silent long enough that Elias's mind began filling it, imagining footsteps crunching where there were none, the click of teeth in the dark. He curled tighter, hoping the night would swallow him whole before the wolf could. The hope did not last.

A shadow detached itself from the trees. It was slower than he expected, and that slowness made it more terrible. The wolf lord was not in a hurry. He stepped into the ring of light one foot at a time, each movement unhurried. He stood a full head taller than Elias, shoulders spanning the breadth of a doorframe. He wore only a rough vest of fur, open over a chest crisscrossed with scars, old and fresh, some glistening even now. His face was carved from the same brutal logic as the forest, all sharp planes and dark hollows, but the eyes were the worst part. Amber, and burning, and somehow already bored with Elias.

Loran smiled. The expression held no warmth.

Elias forced himself to stand. His knees nearly buckled, but he locked them straight. The knife was still in his hand, palm slick with sap and sweat. He tried to remember all the ways to kill a wolf, but Grandmother's lessons dissolved under the weight of those eyes.

"Clever," Loran said, voice low enough to vibrate the air. "You made it further than most."

Elias said nothing. The silence stretched thin between them, harder to breathe through than before.

Loran took another step, boots sinking deep into the moss. "You should have let me finish it the first time."

Elias tried to keep his hands steady. "What do you want from me?"

The wolf lord paused. "Not want. Need." He pointed at the satchel with a tilt of his chin. "You know what's in your blood, little herb?"

Elias's mouth went dry. "Just blood. Same as anyone's. You want to believe it is special because you need it to be, but blood is blood. I have bled plenty of people and none of them turned into anything."

"Old blood. Healing blood." Loran circled the clearing, not coming closer, just moving with a perimeter animal's caution. "The kind that takes the edge off a full moon."

"There is no such thing." His voice cracked on it. "The full moon does not change blood. The full moon does not change anything. You are a man with a condition and a story you have told yourself about it."

Loran stopped walking. The silence that followed was worse than the circling.

"So you'll drain me and leave me for the crows."

Loran stopped. "Keep you." He said it the way he said everything — flat, final. "You belong to me now."

"I am not yours," Elias said.

Loran lunged.

Elias barely saw him move. One second the wolf was three paces off, the next his arm swept out, catching Elias by the wrist and wrenching the knife from his grip. It clattered to the ground, useless. Loran twisted Elias's arm behind his back, locking it in place. The pain was immediate, but not overwhelming. The wolf lord knew exactly how much force to use.

Elias kicked backwards, connecting with something solid, but Loran only grunted and yanked him closer.

"Better." His foul breath steamed the side of Elias's face. "Fight. It's better."

Elias's temper snapped. He twisted, trying to slam his head into Loran's jaw, but the wolf caught him by the nape and forced him to his knees.

The moss was wet, soaking through the knees of his trousers. The wolf lord crouched behind him, one hand pinning both wrists behind his back, the grip cutting off circulation. The other hand traced the line of Elias's throat, not gently, but with a predator's patience.

"Better when you're angry," Loran said. "The scent opens."

Elias spat at the ground. "You think I'll beg?"

Loran's laugh was hot against his ear. "You will. Eventually." He reached for the satchel, wrenching it off Elias's shoulder in a single motion. He upended it, spilling the bundles of herbs into the mud.

"Please." Elias jerked forward, but Loran yanked him back so hard his vision whited out.

The wolf sifted through the bundles. He picked up a twist of dried comfrey, turned it in his fingers. He sniffed at a root, sneered, and tossed it aside. Then his hand paused over the oilskin packet of valerian and the small roll of linen bandaging. He held it for a beat, thumb running over the careful stitching of the packet's seam. His eyes moved to the scattered bundles on the ground, each one cut and tied with the same precise hand, and then to Elias. The look was brief and unreadable.

Then he tossed the packet into the underbrush with the rest.

"All this work," Loran said. "Nothing for yourself."

"That valerian took three weeks to dry properly," Elias said into the moss. His voice shook but the words came anyway. "The comfrey was cut at the right moon phase for maximum potency. You just threw a month of work into a puddle."

Elias tried to bite Loran's hand, but the wolf lord dodged it with a lazy efficiency, shoving Elias's face into the moss. Heat flooded his face and neck.

Loran unfastened something at his belt, rawhide, plaited and stained with use. "Don't bother struggling," he said. "I'll only make it hurt if you ask me to."

He bound Elias's wrists with slow, deliberate movements, each pass of the leather tighter than the last. When Elias tried to wriggle free, Loran yanked the cord, forcing his shoulders back until Elias thought the bones would pop. The pressure made his breath hitch. His body pulled against it reflexively, ashamed of the response.

Once bound, Loran hauled Elias to his feet. The wolf lord's grip was iron. He dragged Elias's cloak around until it covered his front again, as if to preserve his modesty before destroying it.

Loran examined the fabric, thumb rubbing at a patch stained with sap and blood. "Such a fine cloak. Did you make it yourself?"

Elias glared, teeth bared. "My grandmother did."

Loran's eyes flickered. "She taught you well."

With a single motion, the wolf lord ripped a strip from the bottom of the cloak. The sound was obscene. The tearing echoed across the clearing. Loran brought the strip to his nose, inhaled deeply, and closed his eyes.

He tucked the fabric inside his vest, over his heart. The gesture was slower than it needed to be. His fingers lingered on the cloth as he pressed it flat against his chest, held it there a moment, then pulled away.

"Move," Loran said. He spun Elias, forced him to march ahead, one hand clamped on the back of his neck. The world beyond the clearing was still, but every branch seemed to shudder as they passed.

The forest closed in behind them, erasing all trace that Elias had ever been there.


Loran led them through the dark, feet never missing a step, even as Elias stumbled and staggered. The wolf lord's hand was always ready to catch him or yank him upright, to steer him back onto the invisible path. The journey blurred. Steps and jolts dissolved into one another, the leather chafing deeper into his wrists with each mile.

Elizabeth's face surfaced in his mind without warning. Not the whole picture, just pieces: the way she tucked her hair behind her ear when she was listening to him describe a preparation, the crease between her brows when she was pretending to be cross. The weight of her hand on his arm the last morning he'd seen her, when she'd told him to be careful and he'd said he always was.

He reached for those images now, the way a man in cold water reaches for the edge of a dock. The wedding was in six weeks. The dress was being sewn. Her father had already paid for the cider and the lamb. She would be waiting for him. His breath came short under Loran's grip, his vision contracting.

The images were there but they would not hold, Elizabeth's face dissolving into dark before he could grip it.

His body had narrowed to one task: the next step, then the next.

They reached a second clearing, smaller and colder, where a ring of stones gleamed with frost. Loran stopped, spun Elias around, and studied him in the moonlight.

"You look better this way," Loran said.

Elias shivered.

The wolf lord leaned close, mouth at Elias's ear. "Tomorrow," he said. "You'll understand tomorrow."

Elias shut his eyes, but the scent of wolf and moss and his own blood was inescapable. Before he could answer, Loran's mouth found the side of his neck.

The lick was slow and deliberate, tongue dragging up from the collar of his shirt to the line of his jaw. Careful, unhurried, the attention of a predator tasting what it intended to keep. Teeth scraped the skin, not breaking it, just enough pressure to make the muscle beneath jump. Elias's hands flexed in the bindings, useless.

"Stop," he said.

Loran's teeth scraped again, lower this time, over the pulse. The pull landed low in his gut, a heat his jaw clenched against.

The wolf lord's free hand found the front of his underclothes and cupped him through the fabric, slow, deliberate, a claim. The pressure held, and held, and Elias's body responded with a heat he could not suppress, blood pooling low, his cock thickening against his will in the cage of Loran's palm.

He hated it — the way his hips refused to pull back, the way his body translated the grip as want instead of violation.

"I said stop," he managed. His voice came out wrong: thin, without the hard edge he intended.

Loran's hand moved. The grip through the fabric loosened, fingers shifting, and then his hand worked under the waistband of the underclothes and closed around Elias's cock directly.

The sound that came out of Elias was not language.

The grip was sure and unhurried, fingers wrapping him fully, and it did not move, just held, the warmth of it a torment worse than any rough handling, because his body was pushing into it before he had thought to stop himself. His hips moved forward. He felt it happen. He could not stop it.

"There," Loran said against his neck, low and certain.

Elias shook. His bound wrists strained at the rawhide, his cock hard and aching in the wolf lord's grip, his hips pushing forward into the touch. His eyes stung.

Then the grip shifted. The fingers loosened, but the hand did not withdraw — it changed tactic, palm flattening, pressing the full breadth of his hand against Elias in a slow, circular drag. Unhurried. Deliberate. The friction was measured and relentless, just enough pressure to keep Elias's body pinned to the wanting, not enough to give him anything he could build toward. He heard the sound he made. He hated that he had made it. His hips worked into it anyway, chasing the pressure, and the shame of that was worse than anything else: that his body had chosen this, had decided without consulting him, and he could feel the decision in every nerve.

Loran's thumb pressed flat and rocked once, slow, and Elias's breath came out in a thin wreck of a sound.

Loran's hand withdrew. The cold rushed in where the warmth had been.

"Look at you," Loran said, low and precise, as if stating fact. "Spread for the wolf. Every twitch belongs to me now."

Elias's face burned. He could not answer. He turned his face away and his jaw clenched so hard his back teeth ached. His cock ached worse. The cold against the front of his underclothes was an accusation. Loran let the silence sit, let Elias stand in the full weight of it.

"Mine," Loran said. He said it the way Elias would note the properties of a plant in a field: straightforward, without drama.

Elias could say nothing. He stared at the frost on the ring of stones, jaw locked, and breathed.

"Tomorrow," Loran said. "Tonight, you sleep."

He forced Elias to the ground with deliberate care. Elias tried to roll away, but Loran caught him by the bindings and pulled him back. The wolf lord did not lie behind him the way Elias expected, the way a captor pins his prisoner with his weight. Instead he curled around Elias from the side, one arm crossing his chest, the other tucked under his own head. His body radiated heat like a furnace, the warmth of it bleeding through the remnants of Elias's cloak and through his shirt until it reached the cold knot at his center and began, against every protest Elias could muster, to loosen it.

He tried to hold himself rigid. He tried to keep his muscles locked and his teeth clenched and his breathing under his own control. But the cold had been eating him for hours, and his body was a traitor of the most fundamental kind. His shoulders relaxed and his back pressed closer without his willing it; the shivering slowed, then stopped. Only warmth remained, the awful weight of another body between him and the cold.

His body interpreted this as sanctuary. His chest expanded with a full breath, the breath emerging as a sigh before he could swallow it back.

Loran's arm tightened across his chest. The wolf lord's breathing was slow and even, and Elias could feel it against the back of his neck, each exhale another reason to stop fighting.

He lay there, in heat that did not belong to him, and the world faded to black.